HEY HO!!!!!!!!!

Does anyone ever get this? A guy comes up to you and is just like- "Hey Ho(whore)! Whats up?" I find this very odd and dissrespectful becasue it does have a very serious and slutty meaning so to be called it for no reason to just be "funny" is really annoying. We are not Ho's- we are beautiful girls that deserve respect. Now notice- most guys would probably not go up to a real whore and say the same thing...because they know it would be mean and far to out there. So why is it okay to call us that? I dont think they are really thinking of what they are saying- I think its usually just one of those "in words" that everyone is saying so you just call someone that just so you cound like veryone else. I just wish that guys would realize that this is not what we want. We want a guy to stand out! If there was just one guy at my school that never said anything dissrespecful to me or any other girl, I would date him in a second because I know that he knows that these words hurt us and that we deserve more the that. Thats all I ask for...a respectful, loving, gentlemanly, Catholic guy. Now- to find him. haha

Writing to your future husband....

"Everything Will Be Better Tommorow".....

Will it really? Or is life still gonna just be suckish? Will I really be happy and have a good time? Probably not. Life is not always gonna be better tommorow- or the next day. And thats ok- its fine to just not be ok for a little while. I am not gonna blog for a while now i dont think. I just need a break from everything. TTYL

"Because We Belong Together, My Life Would Suck Without You" .....

I love this song from Kelly Clarkson! The words are so meaningful in such a flipant and crazy way. Its like that weird feeling you have with a guy, where you cant even describle why you want him to be with you or why you just cant live without him- even though he can annoy the heck out of you! Its like...why do i like him? Well....you may never know- but hey, why not go for the ride on the crazy love rollercoaster? Live each day as if it was you last and love with every inch in your being!

The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is The Conviction That We Are Loved. ~Victor Hugo

Soooo true are these words!!! I mean, you could have everything and anything in this world- but if you dont not have love- true, peaceful and unconditional happiness will never be. Just being held in the arms of the one you love, knowing he is the only one you will ever need and that you are the only thing he wants and needs, is the most amazing feeling in the world im quiet sure! Or perhaps its just a small gesture like staring at eachother from across the room, or he/she tx's you durig class(even though you could get caught) because this is the only class you dont have together and he/she misses you already. These things are what the conviction of love is to me- it is the little things done to make you feel charished and important by a person. Being IN LOVE is much differnt that the convistion of it- it goes deeper, and has more meaning then the simple little things in life, but without frist a conviction of it, two people can not find a relatiosnship to stem True love from. Conviction shoudl be sought after by the husband and wife and exemplified in themselves to the other person as it was when they were dating, even after years of marriage. Oh how i want to be in the conviction of love!!!! Romeo Romeo, where art thou MY sweet Romeo?!?!?!

A Womans Heart Should Be So Lost In God, That A Man Has To Seek Out HIM To Find HER.

How beautiful are those words??? This just shows me that no matter what guy asks me out, or not matter how cute a guy might be, we can not look at the person themself and fall in the with them and the person they are. But instead we must be searching in the dark, with the light of a Godly and wonderful man's soul being the only thing that leads us to the exit of our searching.

I can honestly say, that i am completly and totally in love with God. He is my man! The only one i really need- no matter how bad i want another one. During adoration, when he is just sitting there- looking at me, waiting for me to talk to him, to tell him everything, I can see the complete love and adoration is HIS eyes for ME! After I am done telling him everything going on in my life, his eyes fill up with tears, he smiles the most perfect smile, and holds out his arms to me so i can run and embrace him. He loves me so much, and I love HIM so much that i actually feel pain in my heart from it just bursting! I feel sorry for everything, I feel at peace becasue i know he loves me still, and I feel happy becasue he is all I need and in those moments of adoration- nothing nor anyone else really amtters anymore.

I want my guy to feel that. I want him to know that I feel that, and i want him to be brought to me, through his love in Jesus. I want nothing more- and i keep looking for it in people that arent what i need. They may just be to young in their faith, or maybe they just arent in that mind set of loving God above all- I wont give up on those men, i will still pray for them, but im not gonna pray for them to find Jesus to find me- Im gonna pray that they Find Jesus so they can find the woman GOD wants them to be with. I hope all who read this understand the importance of true and unfailing love of Our Lord, Jesus Christ. God Bless You!!! :-)

Ok...i cannnot not write about love since it is the only thing that interests me really (thats pretty sad) haha. So i will talk about love and men, but not particular ones- just in general!